sad.... just finished with ep 16 of ming zhong.. so sad lah.. all the misunderstandings.. if only they just speak their minds! i seriously cant wait for next monday.. sigh, i suppose that's the last ep i'll be watching for some time.. come on come on, monday come quickly!

weichen sent me a song last night, and when i looked at the lyrics and listened to it, i immediately thought.. "wa.. got feel!"

it's called 眼泪笑了by 刘力扬 and the lyrics really reached out to me..
my personal fav..
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

and another verse
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢?


haha.. i'm not getting all emotional, in fact, i'm smiling as i blogged about this.. i can't believe those verses really 说出了我的心声..

there's this media comment u can give in FM before a match that has ur former players..
it's something like "i have no regrets. he's moved on and i think we're a better side now"
lol, i would probably think i've moved on, and i'm a happier person now? ;)

i've just read wyx's blog, and with all the "you know who (YKW)" going on, i feel obliged to clear the air..

first of all, YKW got his reputation back in the early days of semester 1 in poly.. it was because he borrowed my notes (econs if i'm not wrong) to study for the common tests.. and a few days before CT he claimed that he had already returned it to me.. i looked everywhere i possibly could, and i still couldnt find them.. so, i just made another copy from someone to study for CT..

after the CT paper.. YKW suddenly walked up to me, and fished out a dog-eared set of notes, and said: "eh, i found ur notes in my bag"

no prizes for guessing my reaction.. haha i greeted him with the ever-friendly "fuck you ****z!"

lol.. therefore, u cant really blame wyx for thinking it was YKW when he couldnt find his cd.. furthermore, YKW is the only one who plays MMORPG amongst us, isn't he? *cough* *conquer* *cough*

=X

lol, ok i played tennis for the first time in my life yesterday from 11am to 2pm in the warmth of the afternoon sun.. i believe i got a little bit of sunburn and muscleache cuz i woke up at least 10 times in the night cuz it was really uncomfortable.. =(

anyway, i'm back from st gabriel's secondary school.. the most surprising thing was that st gabs has 5 china players in the table tennis team! they enrolled during the june holidays.. and wu xian feng might be the new coach depending on the schedule..

although i'm not a very big fan of using "foreign talents" but the idea of st gabriels mounting a serious title challenge is really exciting.. after many years of chasing the name of becoming an autonomous school, there is finally some chance cuz of floorball and ping pong..

well, it doesnt really matter if they win or not in future, but i really hope that everything can be repeated next year so they can have their required uniformed groups achievement and sports achievement.. then they'll be able to run the school with more freedom.. that would mean scrapping boring subjects and more exciting CCAs!

i do hope they're successful in becoming an autonomous school cuz i would be a proud alumni of st gabs! =)

last but not least, happy birthday to my mum.. she's 50 years old today =)

it seems like yesterday when i just blogged my last entry, but when i saw the date, i realised it's almost a week since i've blogged. i'm thinking really hard at how i spent my past week..

let's see, oh ok, to get started, it was soccer on saturday, meetup with yx, cheez and kr on sunday, kinda disappointing that johnny didnt join us cuz we havent seen each other for quite some time now.. monday was.. slacking at home, and umpired on tuesday and wednesday..

the thing is, i've chiong-ed all the 15 available eps of 命中注定我爱你 within those days.. wahahaha gotta thank hwc for telling me it's on tudou! lol.. i really cant wait for next monday when they upload the next episode..

13 more days before i go to tekong! lol.. which means, 2 more mondays to go..

ugh, i have to go back to RSAF's medical on 7th july for a re-assessment.. gonna be sent to a pressure chamber with the air pressure lowered to 18,000 feet.. sounds kinda scary? well, there's nothing i can do regarding this aspect so i shall just leave it to fate..

anyway, i've played a total of over 320 hours of football manager and the game status says "maybe i should include FM on my CV" lol.. the players i've created when they were 15+ have already turned 25, which means i've been playing for 10 "seasons".. this is what happens when u dont work for 5 months! =S

i really like xiao jing teng's voice.. dont really like his current hairstyle though, it reminds me of a clown's wig.. tsktsk.. nothing much, just a random thought after listening to his new song when 910 pasted the link to me..

frankly speaking, i'm beginning to get the jitters about going for army.. it's not that i'm scared.. apprehensive would be more appropriate.. i'm undaunted by the physical intensity because i know i can do it, but i'm just afraid, very afraid of my body letting me down..

i've been having this niggling ankle pain for a few months now, ever since i sprained it that time.. i'm really afraid that it might give way during training, because if it does, i wouldn't have to down pes and i wouldn't be able to pursue my dreams of being a pilot..

also, despite my quite even built, i can't explain the fact that my nose is allergic to dust, and i fall catch a cold easily.. i'm hoping that by increasing my intake of fruits and vegetables everyday, i'll be able to strengthen my immune system and dear god, PLEASE DON'T LET ME FALL SICK!

life is precious, so treasure those around you. my condolences.

每个人的价值观都是不同的。

对于“成功”，大家都会有不同的见解。

有些人觉得拥有爱情就是成功，而有些人却觉得金钱是最重要的，可是，在我们地默默追求我们理想的“成功”，是不是也忽略了我个人认为最重要的“亲情”和“友情”？

从前，有一位朋友对我说过：“朋友之间的感情必须付出一点时间来维持，不然就一定会渐渐的淡化。” 这句话说起来虽然简单，但是在我们繁忙的生活里，想要把这一句话做好，谈何容易？

或许我们有一天会后悔自己曾经做过的一切，就不知道这份忏悔是不是晚了一些，也不知道我们会不会来得及弥补那些曾经可以轻易搬到的事务。

你的价值观又是什么？

countdown to tekong: 21 days left.

i'm kinda looking forward to going in, at least it would keep me occupied! at the same time, after the recent deaths, i'm having my own reservations.

i guess, everything is planned out quite nicely.

best wishes to bohan's grandma. i seriously hope she can recover, so everybody can have a chance to make amendments.

for no reason, i went to log in to bbdc's website for the first time since i failed my 2nd test.. just did a quick check on the earliest test date and it was on the 25th of june. contemplated really hard if i could afford to take the test and passing whether i had enough time and money to go for practice. the answer: i do not have enough!

haha.. kinda lame, i can afford to book the lessons and the test, but i pretty much have to survive on air till i get my first army allowance, and also, i wouldnt have enough money to top up my ezlink, neither would i have money to pay my next month's bills and insurance. on top of that, whether i can pass is a totally different question.

let's just say that i've lost my balls, and i dont dare to take the gamble. no doubt, it would be better to take the test before i go into army cuz by that time it should be quite a hassle.. i dont see any urgency for the licence anymore, since i cant afford to buy a bike anyway. haha. lame.

ran for the first time in 2 weeks, and there are only 3 letters to describe my level of fitnes.. CMI..
i really shouldn't take breaks cuz everytime i start running again, it's just much more difficult that consistenly running..

mummy's birthday is coming soon and i dont know what i can do about it! shittified.

finally, singapore open came to an end, and the most significant and unpopular decision i made was when i sent off the china coach which really spoilt my day cuz he kept scolding me. haha.. anyway, that aside.. here are some pics from the event..

lee eun hee from korea-



mitzutani jun from japan-



ovtcharov, an uprising star-



ishikawa kasumi from japan, she speaks very fluently in mandarin!



kenji matsudaira, also from japan.. under 21 men's singles runner up.


vladimir samsonov from belarus, i never thought i would get to meet him! haha, men's singles runner up.


kalinikos kreanga from greece, need i say more when my bat is named after him?

i'm getting pissed.

will u stop bugging me?
stop telling me about ur gucci pouch, nike sneakers, levi's jeans, LV wallet and whatever. i am like so not interested. dont tell me how much u spent on a haircut, how many strands of extension u did, who u hang out with, what activities u splurge on. i repeat, i'm not interested. stop trying to impress me with the amount of money u spend cuz i've spent much more, even though i never really bought any branded items. i'm in debt, and spending does not impress me at all.

stop calling me on my phone every other day, asking me to meet up. cant u sense the amount of effort i've been putting in to find some excuses. and my most hated questions are "what are u doing" and "why dont u want to come out". in truth, my answer is: u are getting on my nerves. i just dont want to be mean so i find a thousand excuses not to go out.

you're just a kid, so dont try to act like we're on par or you're my big bro. i dont like it. and, calling me once is enough cuz i'll return a missed call. dont call me 10 times just to ask me what am i doing as though it was a life and death situation.

dont make an attempt to run my life, cuz i've got it covered. maybe it's not as detailed as i would like it to be, but i'll tighten up the loose ends in time to come. it's my life, and u know what's so special about it? I RUN IT.

god dammit. fuck you. get lost.

Recently i've been receiving lots of scam emails.. out of curiousity, i opened them to see how people could actually fall for stuffs like that.. and one has to be god damned lucky to win lotteries from UK, US and Nigeria in the span of 3 days. On top of that, u have absolutely no idea u took part in a lucky draw.

haha. maybe if i had money and i was greedy for the prize winnings i might have got scammed, but there is no point trying to scam someone who has 41 dollars in the bank! ;)

just got home from a drinking session..

lol i seriously am glad that i took a cab and wasn't driving or taking a lift cuz i got stopped at 2 road blocks within 15 mins.. lol..

anyway it was real cool, i was at this bar with live band and the lead singer looks like fan yi chen but sings like ah shin.. he's taiwanese and so is another lady singer(also taiwanese) and she's quite good as well.. juz makes me wonder if all taiwanese are so damn good at singing?

time to head to bed! blah...